I was born on March 13, 1985. It was the Week of The Dancers & Dreamers, Pisces III, Density of Innocence, and Chinese Zodiac year of the Ox. All I can say to this is “Philosophical, Miracle Working & Helpful,” and this is what I’ve come to be – but before this came to be, a darker side had to come through to align me with the true aspects of these signs. However, I am more of my higher nature today then I’ve ever been before, but my darker side will be mentioned later.

I grew up an only child and in no way can I say that my up bringing was bad. I did more to myself to make my own youth difficult than my parents did, but the older I grew into myself, the more I realized that the choices I made in my past we’re made with a purpose. It was all so that I could better understand others and what situations they are going through now and not judge them for what they think or what they do, only to better guide them when brought to the attraction.

When I first started school, I was quickly bored with most of the classes and I was of course labeled a “Riddlin Child.” Lucky for me, my parents disagreed with the school and denied them the right to medicate me – in which I was certainly blessed! Later I would find out that our schools were given bonuses of $500 a month for each student who took Ritalin.

I was instead shoved in to Special Education classes, but again, another blessing took place that I was not aware of until several years ago. While I was being placed into the Special Education classes the general use of the Phonics Reading Program was being replaced with the Look-C method, which really made it more difficult for “ordinary” children to learn how to read and it created less desire to learn!

But since I was in these alternative classes, they still taught the Phonics program, and it was there I took reading and writing classes for 8-9 years! This allowed me to pick-up things others we’re usually not aware of, which this led me to books about meditation, Paganism, Wicca, etc. So after, when I was in 7th or 8th grade, I had the advantage of attracting several Pagan and Wiccan practitioners who mentored me in guided meditation, telekinesis, out-of-body experiences, remote viewing and clairvoyance, as well as a lot of general information about whatever their religious path they took was. This would later drive me to learn about herbs, healing, nutrition & Alchemy.

Soon I started to see the absolute power of these herbs and I started to buy them when I had spare change. I created a cabinet of herbs that I would later use more prominently through my practice of healing as I learned more about them. My early years of High School was when my peak of Wicca and Pagan teachings came to an end. I had befriended a kid who I was not too fond of in my middle cialis generic vs brand school days. He was also interested in magical workings and soon he came across a site called The Joy of Satan (JoS). The JoS was a traditional Satanism website that had mostly taught the histories of the Annunaki and the ancient knowledge of the ones that came before us.

This exposed me to authors like Zacharia Sitchen (The 12th Planet) and Erich Von Dankein (Chariots of the Gods). The 12th Planet was a classic reference for the JoS website and I found it so riveting I couldn’t put it down. I soon went through Sitchen’s entire chronicle-set and wanted more. While this was taking place I was also very active inside the JoS E-group. Since this site was based upon sacred meditations and psychic abilities I was already somewhat adept from 3-4 years of practical experience in the arts. I was able to answer people’s questions on any subject that came up, and this caught the attention of the High Priestess of this organization.

Soon I started to communicate with the JoS Clergy on a daily basis, answering questions and running the forums on my own time. I was then offered a chance to join their Clergy as a Reverend of Satan at the age of 17 or so. I accepted and was ordained through “Spiritual Humanism”. For 4-5 years I was a part of this organization and I learned more and more about ancient civilizations – ancient Sumer to ancient Egypt and beyond. During this I had also constructed a sister website to the JoS and had made a name for myself as Rev. Darkfang. I was known by my website EnkisLibary.com, which later changed to SatansLibrary.net.

I was exposed to several magnificent meditation and Chakra opening exercises that happened to work very well for me until I came to their version of the MerKaBa. They JoS had manipulated this practice into their own works, and I quickly started to notice large energy blocks inside certain energy meridians of my body. I let them know about this and none of them said they had this problem, so I soon wrote it off. Later I found out that a friend that I had attracted through the JoS also had problems with this technique and he was into heavy meditation, too. My trust in the JoS was getting shaky when they started to use mass rituals to kill certain “religious pushers”. They had 2000 to 3000 members in the organization from around the world (aged from 15 to 35 years of age) doing rituals against these people. Specific rituals coordinated at the same time from time zone to time zone around the world were done on holidays such as Walpurgisnacht Night. On one such occasion I had a voice telling me to not participate and it was really hard for me to set up my ritual that night – the voice kept telling me not to join in, but I did.

Soon after these worldwide rituals I logged into the E-group to see how everyone else was doing. Yahoo news postings we’re flooding in about churches burning down by “random” people who were upset at life. Other “random acts of god” were reported, too. A month or two later, two specific individuals that were also targeted were dead. One died in an auto accident and the other from health complications. I was swept with much hatred around a year later, which I will discuss here soon.

Not too long after all this I was expelled from High School and so went to a Technical school to learn computer programming. I met up with who is now a very good friend. He seemed to be the only one that would commune with me at this school, for he was absolutely fascinated with the knowledge that I had, knowledge that he started to research himself.

He soon became a co-author with me at Satanslibrary.net and I soon had full control over the JoS’s main E-group. I was a trusted member of their Clergy but I was very upset how they controlled and censored their information – they would not let outside voices into the group, even those with legitimate worthwhile information. This was the soul reason why I created Satanslibrary.net – to gather good information from all over the place, from every sect of Satanism and beyond. I went past the boundaries of Christianity to Buddhism, and on into new sciences and health. One day I did a post that expressed a genuine concern to a High Priest of the JoS, and this got me quickly cut-off from the forums. I presented my case and the majority of the Clergy defeated me, but I was still a member of this Clergy. The group was changing, and soon they started to slip NSS (Nazi) material into their Dogma and THAT WAS something I had a problem with. After this began, I was gathering classified posts and information from their website so I could blow open this true agenda and present it to the public. I actually ended up going against them and revealing the truth about their organization. It turned out the High Priestess I mentioned before was actually married to the chairman at the time of the Oklahoma NSS board.

Soon after this, the NSS board got a hold of this information from my website (and from another clergy member that exposed them) and they removed this man from the NSS board of directors. What I learned of this organization showed me that they were exploiting the younger member’s advanced meditation skills and expert visualization skills for their own agenda, while totally cutting-off these member’s connections to higher aspects of their minds, and Tadalis SX limiting their use of reason through dark magic. You can better say that this organization is the Darkside’s Jedi temple. Although I was always the one that promoted a more peaceful experience through their organization, I was still dredging in black water. The backfire of what I did haunted me for several years because of Karmic balancing – because of my participation in it. But all in all, during my time with the JoS, I had become a vegetarian and was becoming experienced at yoga.

Within a year or two of my exposing the JoS, I had the anger-bug bite me and I was out of control for a year before taking my gaze and forcing it back to yoga and meditation. I was able neutralized this unbalance, but discovered what REAL hatred felt like – I had come back and I saw all life as so very sacred and precious. I also realized Kamagra jelly that I hadn’t known this type of sacred feeling towards life before all this had taken place.

I soon ran into the Magical Egypt series by John Anthony West and I watched through the whole of the series until I came to the last episode. My heart sank when I saw the symbol that the Dogon used for String Theory. I had seen this exact symbol a year before in a dream I had while visiting at my ex-girlfriend’s grandmother’s home in Bear Valley California. During this visit I had several other dreams of UFO activity & Stargate-like portals. I believe this time somehow set me on a path for this new energy, and this energy has never left me.

Since this point in my life I have dedicated my soul and being to helping humanity grow spiritually through health & well being. I have created an organization called “Health & Economics of America” where I have helped many hands-full of people cure many things from migraine headaches to weight issues and cancer. I now constantly research new ways to cure and heal, and to help people gain wealth and happiness. This has added to my unending love and appreciation that I now have for life and for all those that walk through it.

I have taken side with the light, and see those on the other side not as enemies that need to be squashed, only because I was one of them. I know what really resides in their hearts and I shall not judge the path that others take because of what I have learned from my own experiences. Deep, deep appreciation comes from within me and that is why I do what I do now. I realize that my path is set to learn these lessons through myself, and rise above them. This is so that when I teach other people to truly become free from anything that mis-aligns them, it is by my experiences that I can truly say I was there, and that they should have no fear. Anything is possible if you believe you can have what you want, and this is where my current spiritual path comes from.

Author Bio: Therapist, counselor, alternative health practitioner, investigative reporter, journalist, healer, versatile music fan, lightworker, polito-spiritual activist – one thing is certain, all in all, Nathan is simply a remarkable young man who has made his choices both in the physical and spiritual worlds. He understands his choices not as being wrong or right, but as choices that has made him what he is today. To learn more visit his website at Simranjeet.com

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